Holding back.

Every single day I’m holding back all that I wonder, all that I ponder, holding all the things that I long to say. And now I know why, the reason, I was scared to drive your love away. You come and go, and for me it is always a pleasure to open wide all my doors when you come to visit even if it’s just for a minute.

It’s just you see you drive me to madness with lively pleasures. You obligate my mind to think, to feel, to love. I lose complete and all self control. And everyday its a new beginning it’s as tho I’m meeting you again for the first time every time. You cause me to tremble with argumentation . And unless you have felt true love in the manner that I do, I can honestly say you would never understand why it is…