Hello My Lover,
What would it take for us to be together?
What would it take to have us in each others arms?
What would it take for me to stop having sleepless nights?
I’m writing this letter expressing my heartfelt emotions to you, my needs are becoming endless, my love for you has blossomed, I need you more than before. I want to claim what’s mine- I can no longer wait. The distance between us seem to enlarge everyday, It tears my heart apart to know that I can’t reach you, I can’t touch you, neither can I look into your eyes to see compassion...
I break down in tears everyday knowing you are too far from me, I wish to join you but I can’t, I want to hold you, I want to feel your heartbeat, I need to feel the chemistry. When I sleep at night, I feel the wind across the room, and I hear you whisper in the air, “I love you.”
Why can’t you come to me? I kneel and pray to God everyday to make me set my eyes on you… What is stopping you? I need you so much, my heart is weakening, my life makes no sense without you by my side. Where are you?
Oh my lover! I find it hard to breath now…I feel choked by your absence, I need to breath again, when has the air gotten tagged with a price, why has it suddenly gone scarce? The stars have stopped falling from the sky for me to make wishes anymore. I know not what went wrong. I can no longer wish for you to come…but to tell you to come.
What would it take for me to be your perfect woman? I am not perfect, I am not descent, I am not the most honorable woman but what matters most is that, I AM YOUR PERFECT WOMAN! I was made and prepared for you!
Dear lover, what would it take for me to be the world that revolves around you, would it make you come to me? I would be your whore in bed, I would be that career woman you you’ve always admired, I would become that chef you want, I would become your super woman, I would sing into your heart until you are at peace, I would stroke you so passionately you would never turn your back on me….eddaz
My Love, in my heart, I do read your letters. I have kept them safely where no one can ever reach them, they are the only comfort I have right now, I hug them every night so that I can sleep in peace…It’s time for you to come home to me, home is where the heart is they say, this is where your heart is. I have prepared a bouquet with the best of the best fragrance for you, your arrival is long awaited, everything is set, I am on fire for you, I am set for you —PLEASE COME HOME.
I sometimes wish I could tear him apart with my bear hands and move on with my life elsewhere, but I patently cannot do that. I don’t want to harm my bestie’s marriage either, but I truly wish I could end up doing that just to set her free from this maniac of a man she is tied to.
EDDAZ 