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Release From Darkness​

When love turns sour

the memories become dark

until the bitterness is no longer felt.

When I realized it was time for me to move on, he came back to tell me how bad he felt about the way he treated me; he said he didn’t know how blind he was until he lost me but now he has found me.

I’ve been so agitated about this situation where he “the werewolf” roared away so full of pride with my heart and came back after so long with it in his hands drained of blood and turning black already, and I kept asking myself how to take my heart back from him and put it where it was before.

However, as soon as he left me in pain and despair back then, he also gave me the gift of hatred which I kept well packaged for him. But over time my heart got filled with newness, youthfulness, and love by another and I thrashed the ugly, sealed packaged.

That was when I gave him the beauty of his act written as a poem which held inscribed words of how he led me by his dark side to where I found peace and heart renewal.

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Healing Myself

I’ve been standing on the

treacherous terrain far too long

Been falling in the shallow

But you’ve been there

Pointing me in direction.

I’ve been roaming aimlessly

lost in the darkness

Falling behind.

 The shooting stars

took me on a journey

until I found myself on the other side.

On the hunt for recovery

I found no one to put me on therapy

Then I searched within

And discovered the therapist was me

healing me from inside.

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Your Ideal Partner

Destination unknown to reality

Taking me into the depths

of happiness hiding in the darkness.

When the wind drives you in a direction uncertain to you, you wonder why you keep moving along without control; you try as much as possible to fight it but end up in the same path and that’s when you realize that love can take you through different phases in life you least expect.

If you belong to the group of people that make a list of the ideal man or woman they prefer to date, trust me you will end up with no one for a long time. Hence if faith is on your side, you will meet your lover contrary to the list you made up and regardless of how much you remind yourself of your ideal partner, you will keep falling back into the hands of this person who you tag as the unideal lover. So relax and allow faith to take charge and when it happens, accept it and you will discover a better person for you than your ideal partner.

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I Am Loosing My Mind

When darkness falls

It seems I’m in the light

When the sun rises

It seems like the moon is shining

I see a shadow tailing after me

I am loosing my mind…

I see you walking to me

Arms stretched out to hold me

And when I want to pull you into my arms

It seems you vanish into thin air

I am loosing my mind…

Have you found yourself in a situation where you were deeply in love and it happened that your loved one is gone forever…you crave to have them back in your life, held in your arms, cuddled together in bed, you try to reach out but they are just gone forever…

Don’t loose it!

You will be fine…they are there watching and loving you wishing for you to move on and be happy.

Good Girl Turns Bad

The good girl only wants to be happy

She was created soft and to just be herself

With an open mind, she sees the world

As a place to love, share, care and live

To bring beauty into the space and spice it up

But of course she gets muddled up

Good girl turn baf

Back in the days when love and respect existed, there was happiness although very few heartbreaks here and there, probably due to family issues.

Good girls were everywhere for the taking to be baptised into marriage and marital life had a path, not so rosy sometimes but it existed.

But now see what we have; all girls have turned bad except a few of us…haha yes I’m one of them good girls…

Dating and marital life is now easily compared to hell in most cases.

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Why have they turned bad?

Heartbreak, denial, lies, deception, rejection, sexual harassment at work place, home, name it…

Turned the light into darkness

Dampening their souls

They cry hard when alone

Afraid to live again, to face the world

Hard to love again but to pretend and hurt more.

Do I blame them? NO!! But…

Let’s not allow bitterness creep into our soul..each time we fall, we must rise again to be stronger and wiser so that the generation of good girls that once existed can be back again to retain sunshine- eddaz

Why I Heal From Unfortunate Incidents

Life is a process which comes along with goodies as well as it’s own bag of unfortunate incidents. These appears in different shades…such as in red, blue, green, yellow, white or black colour.

I’ve been hit hard

While attempting to walk through the wall

Trying to break down the wall

I fell down

But I was raised up

Helping hands ready to heal me

I opened my arms to embrace the recuperation

Cast away the shadow of death surrounding me

Bring me into the light of redemption.

Why I heal from unfortunate Incidents

When life brings us packages of delight we embrace it wholeheartedly….When life brings tragedy or what we never beseeched, we must definitely embrace it too…WHY??

The light will always overshadow darkness; accepting the tragic moments familiarizes us with the lesson it’s presenting to us which when we embrace will crack open and lead us to the light.

The healing process will position our great minds for the unique surprises we are about to encounter thereby allowing us enjoy the goodies that life will bring, which can come sooner or later.

I’ve been hit hard many times, some so hard that I feel I will never be able to move on but I have also learnt to accept this challenges, by crying out the darkness to let the light in so that I can learn to find the path that I should follow.

Life isn’t all about bed of roses, paradise, rainbow nor fairy tale stories…We just have to push harder which I tell my self daily. Sometimes the going gets too tough for me, then it gets better and then I feel the terrible bumps vigorously aiming at me which makes me wonder why I can’t be like the royal family of England or The Kardashians rocking the world or even Bill Gates…Remember they all over stories to tell, ones that you can’t even imagine, they have terrible skeletons in their cupboards they can’t reveal to the world.

I heal because I open the doors of my heart to healing to receive my gifts 💝💞

Season of Green

 

Greener glow in green.

Thick bark, proud I look to the world,

Tree standing tall among all

Comforter! provider! flawless!

Healer of the sick, richness to the poor.

 

Darkness descended; forces I see not,

Shields of disappointments came forth,

I turned yellow! I fell! I dried up!

Oh! The pain; all covered in shame I was

Tears I could not shed

Death beseeched me.

 

Out of the corners of the earth,

A loud sound came; Fear not, ye cried,

Shaft of light glistered from the depth,

Whom I know not came forth.

Thirst I feel no more; downcast no more.

I turned up from earth to the sky again,

I stood out, greener than before,

Tiny tots I bear again! again! again!

Nay he says, the end comes for you not.

You are greener I say; always greener will be.

 

 

In the Midst of Darkness

Catastrophic events, trials, tribulations,

Flows in the part of life,

A necessity it is,

Encapsulating darkness to give rise to destruction.

Fought at the war front to break it into fragments,

Rebuffed, declined, refused,

Light is unleashed when the capsule cracks open.

 

Skin filled with filth of darkness,

Tossed away with spiritual cleansing,

Like the waves washed the shore.

A bright new skin is given birth to,

And Light comes forth.

 

in the midst of darknessThe heart corrupt with evil,

Calling forth darkness to overtake,

Will break open and through the eyehole shall light find it’s way in,

And shall call out the darkness,

To love, kindness, peace, togetherness, humility.

 

Nations engulfed with war,

Killings, Kidnappings, Abuses,

Why fill your domain with darkness?

Nothing good comes out of it,

Why seek for the power of the dark side?

Rebuke it, let it be banished,

Receive light for it will take you to the higher side.

 

Darkness and light have no place together

I hug light tightly to my bosom,

For darkness not to prevail.

Because I belong to the light,

I will not be overshadowed,

World overwhelmed by darkness is for a while,

Light will show forth, it cannot be consumed,

It can never be consumed.

We call out to light in one accord and embrace it like a child.

 

This post is in response to the one word prompt. Darkness.